Outrageous - Again and Again!

This is a blog. Not teaching or preaching but expression. Outrageous is to be bold and to stand out. I was outrageous when I was younger but then something horrible, terrible, awful happened. I was inducted into religion over time. Told to be a good girl. Told to not rock the boat. Told to BE in the context of what people in the church wanted me to BE. Right now I feel like I am violently shaking off any and all remnants of a coat that simply does not fit. In the process, I am losing people from this list. I am being defriended on Facebook. I get few responses from what I write and no one presses "like" on my FB posts anymore. Sigh!!!! What's a girl to do? :)


But what is the alternative? To BE what people want me to be? To follow the existing norm of Christianity as defined by the leading iconic Charismatic movement. Heck no! I won't say "hell no" for that may upset some religious people. :) It seems that I have tried so hard to fit, that I have lost who and what I am in Christ and I am taking it back and not looking back. Want to follow? I am walking with no regrets and no guilt.


Jesus was outrageous. He was and still is an enigma, not readily understood. He never faded into the woodwork but always stood out for doing outrageous things as He moved around in His day. His life was based upon an outrageous connection with heaven that put His life on earth into the proper perspective. That is where it all starts. To be truly outrageous, you must walk in the earth with a total focus on eternity, an ear to hear and eyes to see. In living an outrageous Christian existence, you live and move and have your being in the reality of Christ Jesus, the finished work of the cross and the shed blood. Such freedom is not found in anyone or anywhere else but in Jesus Christ. 


For  years I have been in transition. The purpose of this transition has become so simple to ME. I realize that I have been transitioning within myself. It has nothing to do with an external transition but an internal movement away from anything that hinders God from moving in me and through me in a new wineskin. I have been filling up with new wine. It has not been external shaking, quaking, chasing conferences, talking about angels and third heaven experiences. No no no! It has been an internal transformation to see a new way and to move a new way. In other words, previous to this time, God was wanting to download new revelation but my internal computer system could not read what He was trying to say. So in this time of transition to return to the norm of outrageous Christianity, I have been re-programmed to see where He is moving and to move that way. Out of the box in every way. 


I am waiting on God in every aspect for my greatest concern is to move ahead of Him in what is predictable and normal rather than to think and move out of the box. I don't want to talk about it anymore but to do it. That is reflected in Rivers of Eden. I don't want to build something that looks like what is out there. So what is it I do want? I want a creative design workroom where people can come into a creative environment to be challenged to grow in their creativity in a revelation of Christ Jesus. This is not easy at the present time for the current norm fights creativity in every aspect. So we are stopping predictable meetings and looking for a small building to rent to decorate a design and Creative House for the Lord. That is step one. I can see it in the Spirit and now I want to see it manifest in reality.


Who shall come to this? I don't know. Time will tell and in this blog you are essentially following my journey in this and I pray it helps you to start your own journey into being outrageous.  :)